ONE WEEK!

YAYAYAY!!!!! One week clean and sober! Last night was AWFUL! I had panic attacks, I had WICKED cravings, I basically lost it. But it passed and I survived. I guess that's what you have to keep remembering...it will pass. Crazy dreams again, but it was explained to me that when you smoke pot before bed [which I used to] your brain doesn't go into full REM's so you don't really have a deep sleep or dream. Now the brain is re-programming itself , so all these crazy dreams start happening. But again, as real as they feel, I just have to tell myself 'it was just a dream' and breathe and forget about it. I think I may lay in bed for awhile. It's early and I do have a pretty bad headache...but I am excited. Kinda like xmas morning...lolol. Thank you to whomever has been reading these, and given me words of encouragement. You have no idea how much it has helped me. I don't think I will document every day on here now [my quitting progress that is], but instead move forward and start writing about the other things I am going to do with my life and focus on that. The world is all mine to re-discover!!!
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